this world. our world. even though there are piece of sh!t people in it, theres a point. everything should be looked at as a point. but how when there’s so much points, instances of time in just one day. how to differ between pointless and a point that really matters. well that was an easy one, the points that will benefit your own life. so that means we choose the path we create…..
now your walking in a straight line. a decision pops up. is it a 50/50, a fork in the road?? ….or is it a decision that requires more than one path to be set aside? 50/50 is the yes or no decision and you either go left or right. so to what degree is the path you chose and are creating at the moment, really what you are creating? you chose yes or no but now the consequences are going to shape the road your trying to build. i dont even know why im building a road. does that mean i have no direction.. im in space? but arent we all so there is no such thing as upside down. this is what really bothers me about space. everything we learn is shown as a 2d mother fruckn dimensional where its actually 3d. this is how i think of it. we are in a jelly cube. but that jelly “doesnt exist”. thats the black stuff that we “see” or “don’t see” in space… is that the same no because wait no im so confused. if i see black… darkness, nothingness, is that an object? because if i “don’t see” the light or what ever is out there then it must mean that its there but im simply not evolved to see it because it doesnt help my survival. survival.
so we are just all chilln but not really paying attention to whats going on here. i have been duped my whole young life that the older you are the more you know whats going on. to me, it’s like the older you get the more sh!ts out there that you don’t know. so how the hell does another human hold that status of being more understanding than another. so it has to do with certain subjects. i know more about this than you do, but certainly there’s something else you know more about that than i do. it’s impossible for me to know everything someone else knows, and more. now the value comes in whether which information is more valuable to survival. knowing another human is having sexual relations with another human is hardly, if at all no help what so ever to my survival. my question is, why is it that humans can really deeply care about another human’s life, when it has ZERO and by ZERO i mean the NOTHING, ZIP, NADA, ZELCH, benefits to helping the community advance in a field of anything you choose.
ok, so i get it. everyone agrees that no one has the 100% perfect understanding explanation of what the hell is actually going on. maybe we all do have an answer, but communication isnt fully 100%. for one thing, there is almost countless different languages. starting from there, theres already going to be problems translating to a human who has learned language differently. well once we get one universal language that everyone, every human being that is able to communicate in some form or another, will we be able to come up together, collectively as a whole, on what the hell is going on? ah what the hell.
i just need to sleep. blink blink the cursor blinks on my screen. awaiting input from the keyboard. you know another thing thats very fascinating about humans is that we take things for granted so quick. now am i talking about that just because i live in America? possibly. i havent lived in a place where i have to save my last drop of water for drinking instead of using it to rinse an object. letting the water run as i wait for it to worm up. filling my glass full of water, drinking it all, filling it up twice more, but the third time reaching half way and saying “ill save this half for later”. no. down the sink it goes because i have an abundance more of it. which reminds me….. www.zeitgeistmovie.com …. you have to watch that. it has a very very good point on abundance, but ill tell you my thoughts on it on another blog because some of the venus project mentioned in it doesnt make sense.
goodnight, over and out the door i go into the neck of the woods of ZzZzzzzZzzzzZzZzzzz ,:D