awake?

so whats the best thing to do when you cant sleep. ding ding ding. you got it. blog.

the subject of this entry is going to be about communication… hopefully i can stay on the subject matter for once and not digress but actually you know what? there’s a need to digress because then the original subject matter that i was trying to get across to the audience that is listening (which the audience could be in fact one or even 0 people) did not get across in an understanding manner. wikipedia is the perfect example of what explanation is. its like every other word is a link to a whole other article which also has ever other word linked to more articles. you can sit, well i do, and read on wikipedia for an hour and still not fully understand what you searched in the first place because of not understanding every word in the article. there is ALOT of information out there.

okokkok so communication…. we’re ganna stay on track here. language is a set of sounds that is agreed upon for an understanding of the speakers thoughts and feelings. so these set of sounds is what amazes me. even this very text that you are reading word for word and comprehending what is being read. its like wtf. i know certain sounds or symbols which will go together to make the person receiving it respond with something i totally understand too. then yea of course there’s the sentence “what do you mean” which shows the lack or maybe just needing a reassurance of the meaning that was communicated across. theres my point right there if you are still confused. by asking what do you mean, im telling you to please restate what your trying to get across in a different manner so that i can understand too. that communication right there is the coolest thing.

anger stunts communication. i cannot find a need for anger really. other than its an emotion, which emotions i have learned, are just a mechanism for your brain to remember what ever it is it wants to remember, easier. when was the last time you remember going to the bathroom, not the most recent one, but the one that made you shiver cuz it felt so good. yea that one. its more vivid than all the other times you went to the bathroom because an emotion is attached to it. so i was talking about anger in this paragraph, jeeze i cant even stay on the topic in the damn paragraph. anger is a blind emotion, like wait a minute. hold your donkeys. is love an emotion? or a feeling? or are emotions feelings? wait what. hold on im going to google this for a sec. brb. lol i dont even need to tell you to hold on because its text. TIME. O MAN TIME.

see your dimension, i guess i have to call it, will experience this text as what ever time it took for you to read. you do not have to wait for me to go and do something your just reading not as am typing but at a later time. oh, its not live, thats y. duh never mind stupid paragraph.

right when i entered my search for google on feelings and emotions i realized something. feelings and emotions are different. if i feel something rough, whats my emotion? i feel love. o0o0 i like that sentence.

my paragraphs are shrinking what the hell is going on around here.

yay. good night! 😀 <— the most happiest smilie ever lol.