what the fuck. growing up i thought every question was answered. well i guess not huh. There are people who claim they have all the answers, and that’s exactly the problem. if there are multiple answers to a question then for me that’s proof that we havn’t found the answer for that question. we must continue to search until that questions answer is agreed upon. now the question, lol, is.. is it possible to reach an absolute agreement on the final answer?


That’s it! The reason why they say everything can be deduced to vibrations because everything is because everything is vibrations. Sounds, Light and Heat, covers all aspects no? Wave function, Vibration frequency function. That’s why!


if there is truly a creator, then his main purpose for creating, is balance. maybe this whole universe is an intricate design to balance out the existence of it’s existence. whoa confusing sentence there. i have come to the conclusion that life isnt about anything until one makes it so. you can choose to be a mindless follower of reaction or choose how you react. Choose one wisely. muhahahaha!

but for real. everything has to do with the balance of the universe. what really throws me in for a loop is how now there are balances for the balance it’s self. wuuuut!? so an example is how an atom has a proton, an electron and a neutron. or how ever many of each. the point is naturally, we think ok, proton is positive, electron is negative so hey, opposites. balance.

words of inspiratioN.

We all need it. There come times in life when sh!t is just too hectic and we are looking for anything that will constitute our current situation as being valid. Re-read and try to really soak in the next few words.

Be the person you are.

If you want to be [insert desired ‘whatever’ here. I write ‘whatever’ because i literally mean what ever. animal, occupation, etc.] If you want to be smooth, then you are smooth. If you want to be THE best thief, then you are THE best thief. Just as long as you are happy with who you are, that’s all that truly matters. Just imagine it, and you are. [ -_- not by magic and inaction, read on before you assume, jeesh. XD ]

Of course, the question is, “Well, wouldn’t peoples’ same desires collide with one another? For example two people wishing to the best in the same desire…”

True, very True. You need to create the desire you want to be. Every decision in moments of life keeps shaping that desire. Trust your self and you’ll see.

trust. your. self.

between two infinities.

That’s exactly right. I believe we exist between two infinities. What in tarnations does that exactly mean? Well I tell you. Oh yea, that’s right, I mean I’ll explain it because you at the current moment aren’t physically present for me to tell you. So let’s do a little bit of zooming in and zooming out starting at our current naked eye. First we’ll zoom in. Zoom in into our skin. Past our skin, going deeper. Now we are at the cellular level. Let’s keep on goin’. So now we are at the molecular level. Let’s go further. Now we are at the atomic level. Further I say! Electrons, so ok, we are now sub atomic. Can we go further? Yes, but I’d like to zoom out now because the next zoom in would be our last “stop”. I’ll explain everything hold your donkeys. Ok fast zoom out back to the naked eye level. Now let’s keep on doing what we were doing before, except, you guessed it just keep zooming out. Now we are at an airplane. Clouds, Atmosphere, Outer Space, viewing our galaxy, viewing our Universe. Now remember the last stop we did on the really tiny scale? The latest thing, to my knowledge, scientist found are things called quarks that make up those sub atomic particles. Do you see what I’m getting at now? I say we’ll never really find an end to either side of the way we zoom. Things will always get smaller and we can always just zoom out into infinity. So there yeah have it. We are the consciousness between the balance of these two infinities.

What does this have to do with anything? The fuck if I know. XD

P.S. re-read this while listing to future prophecies – Miniamba for extra brutality. you’re welcome. 😉

it has begun.

I believe after reading, this article http://www.tgdaily.com/trendwatch-features/59080-nanomaterial-allows-computer-to-rewire-itself it reminded me of IBM’S neural chip, http://www.technologyreview.com/computing/38367/ , which i firmly now believe making a brain out of silicon and having it change if need be is fully possible. my only argument against making a brain in silicon was that the brain is dynamic and neurons get created and die all the time, right?  so how would a solid chip be able to “do” that.

for those who follow bleeding edge technology, i have ran out of arguments against creating a dynamic brain made with non biological material. the nano material combined with ibm’s structure chip is the key. this is going to be my first technological prediction for where technology is headed. my inspiration comes from Ray Kurzweil. i will not explain him because i think have in previous posts, and you can search for him and see his genius. anyways. the brain chip. yea. all we have to do now is wait. oh and survive of course. XD ah, don’t worry, i understand its wrong to make a joke about that since there are people in the world doing just that. surviving. instead of us lucky folks having time to sit and be on the computer. and if your reading this and don’t consider your self a lucky folk, well damn that’s too bad. how do you not realize that to even have access to the device you’re on to be reading this random post floating around in cyber space isn’t lucky?

i don’t mean to make you feel bad or anything, as they say im ‘juss sayn’.  lawl. now that you’re on board can you believe how fast our world is changing??? and it’s only going to get faster as Ray Kurzweil predicts. He says in fact so fast that we humans can’t keep up with it?

how humbling and sicK is that fact. (sick is a good term in todays slang words) you know though. ill be honest. half of me is scared to experience that because i dont want it to turn like everythings virtual, but to be able to switch back and forth from it. i think its really cool to be able to be in a virtual world, then be able to come back and be old school human once in a while. i do believe Ray mentions this, that’ll it’ll be no different and you can just choose what ever the hell you want. that’s good lol. well this onces a short blurp since i gatta do things im never ganna really do again…. 🙂


..nonono nothing sinister, im talking about brushing my teeth and just things that arent going to be needed to be done since nanobots will take care of all that at all times.

Chaotic Disrupters

that’s what we are. It makes total sense. We try to organize this “chaotic” world, but in actual reality it’s the other way around. The world is in order, and we are creating chaos by simply existing in it. Here is an example. It is impossible to take an exact copy, measurement. Or whatever of something since the very act of gathering information disrupts the original. Even now we are discovering that the very act of observing changes the behavior of particles.

so what does this all mean? well, it’s up for you to crate a meaning for it. it seems as of right now, all the other creatures we have come across don’t have the capacity to create meaning, so they’re just in pilot mode. who’s piloting them though? well, that’s what we are trying to find out.

btw, very quickly im listing to Tom Bowling by Numbernin6. really relaxing if you want to listen to it while reading…..

so will we ever find out whether the laws of physics is actually created by an agent?

oh yes we will… to be continues……

death will be extinct soon.

well at least for human bodies i should say. the question whether our conscious lives on after we die will be answered soon. personally i don’t think we continue to exist after our body shuts down or fails or what ever you want to call it. i do believe all the information that was created by us in our lifetime still exists in the universe, since basically the . OK. i have to start from the source of what is bothering my a.d.d. lol. lets get started. what im going to say is only a belief that makes sense to me on how our existence and matter came to be. so in the beginning, since time is only a… err i know this is frustrating, but i should say everything on this blog is a belief so i wont bother you with any more disclaimers. i promise. so in the moment that started everything, im not saying in the beginning because time is an illusion. it is created by us humans. how fast or slow something is depends on what the person wants to compare “time” to. what is our time? the vibration of a mutha truckn atom up in this. before our crazy technology existed, how was time kept track of? yea correct, the sun. so you can see what i mean now that time is relative. if i were to communicate with a cave man who knew only about time with a sundial and my knowledge of time being the amount of vibrations an atom has i think only i would understand “faster” time. how in the hell would i explain to the caveman that, lets just say for an example, it takes me only 10 vibrations of an atom to build a knife, although that would be freakishly insanely fast lol, and it takes your caveman-no shaving-tiger wrestling-brute force-grunting ass 5 sun rotations to build a knife. his smallest unit would be like the sun moving from not moving which is… hold on let me search how fast the sun moves since im too lazy to do the math and since the time it takes me to research it and post it for you is going to be instant rather than you waiting until i… ok ok ok nevermind ill just research it, and post it so we can both move on. wow. that is the most complicated search ever. what i was trying to say was like the caveman would of seen the respective of the shadow moving a centimeter every “second”. i just had a brain meltdown. the sun is constantly moving so cavemans time… gah this hurts my brain. i cant explain how the cavemans time has a certain limit and the time now is faster, but its still the same. you know what that doesnt even matter. im sorry i know ill start a new paragraph how bout that?

ok so how the universe came about according to muah. no im not digitally kissing you, thats me in french i hope. ewwwwww i just flicked off a freakn silver bug off my sheets. oh. my. how do people sleep with bugs??? wha da ffffff. im talking about forest people n shiz. i HAVE TO STAY ON TOPIC. i started a freakn new paragraph for someones sake. ill start another one.

new paragraph. start of the universe. ok here we go. so there was a something, which decayed. now two questions arise. why did it decay? what was that something? everything decays into something else eventually. i learned according to this times accepted theory of physic laws, that nothing can be destroyed and ultimately if we were to….. wait a freakn minute. what about dark matter coming into contact with matter. oh for crying out loud. i love expressions lol. waittttt i gatta research something really quick. ill explainnnnn, i might be on the verge of slightly tweaking my how we… everything came about. what im going to research is if energy is released when anti matter and matter collide or annihilate. what an epic word. annihilation. ok perfect. everythings is still the same. when they collide they turn into energy. so to get back on track, if we were to try and completely eradicate matter, ya i know i just looked up eradicate, wrong use but who cares this is an incoherent blog  so :p, it turns into energy. there’s no escaping either matter or energy. that being said everything turns into something no matter what. for optimists ill use the word evolves and for pessimists ill use the word decay. and for neutralists, ya i just made it up, ill use turns into. anyways that first whatever… energy? evolved, decayed, turned into the first building steps of matter. the smallest i know of at the moment is quarks. yes there was a moment in time which atoms were thought to be the smallest building blocks of matter. that realllllllly pissed me off in 9th grade. i was so confused learning about atoms, since i was like well how isnt it possible to go smaller than that? or even smaller for ever for that matter? i just had to accept it i guess. anyways, the energy that decayed into a quark, now we all we have is one lonely quark. don’t forget though, now that has to evolve, decay, turn into something. one option is back to energy but that would be a boring cycle of just energy into a quark and the quark back into energy. there is another rule though. that quark does turn back into energy, but it takes a bit longer this time around for it to evolve, decay, turn back, since there are more types of quarks. a new question now arises. where did the new types of quarks come from? energy decaying a different way since it decayed into the quark first, then back to energy, now since there were blue prints for that first type of quark, the energy evolves, decays, turns into the first quark and a new type. those two new types of quarks, now have to evolve, decay, turn back into energy, but now there are twice the complications involved from before, thus giving birth to a new type of quark. those three quarks, now take take longer to decay because they together they form a proton.

lets take a break for a disclaimer. i know i promised no more, but just so im not misinterpreted. what belief i am attempting to explain here, is a model for my understanding of science and religion. im NOT trying to prove one with the other either. im NOT dismissing either one completely either. note that i used the word completely. there are things from both sides i disagree with which obviously for the science side im not fully agreeing that the universe started with a “big bang” and as for religion, the magical stories are for morals. i think its a fruitful way for explaining it to a growing child. it becomes hurtful when the child grows up and it is not explained that those where just stories to teach about morals instead of boringly teaching the child ….”don’t kill its bad end of story, stfu and go to sleep its just the way it is.” yes. im sterotyping. i believe in stereotypes. doesn’t mean i live by it, and no one should. sterotyping to me is an archaic trait that helped with survival back in the day. now i would say it does more harm then good, but it’s the gut instinct that you either trust or dismiss. that’s all.

talk about a tangent and a half there. so quarks n shiz. yea. if you continue with that model you might see what i’m getting at. just go up the scale now. from quarks, a more complicated thing is an atom, then elements which have higher steps of half life and get more complicated. if you see how stars breed elements i think it makes a lot of sense. and so this goes on forth which is us. we are now reaching a point where decaying won’t happen. we are going to stop it with technology. don’t believe me? just wait for the singularity. muahahahha. to sum it all up, our technology will help us transcend our consciousness unto it, beating the old biology limits. Ray Kurzweil helped me reach this realization about transcending consciousness onto technology.

so to answer the first two questions posed which were “why does it evolve, decay, turn into?” and the second being “what was the first energy” is, well that’s what science is trying to solve. so we don’t know yet. i know, so anti climactic huh? sorry hehehe!

till next post, try to not evolve, decay, or turn into anything else! (evolve usually means good, but im NOT trying to say stay static and boring and dont live in this case, i was just trying to keep it clever by staying dont die in way that tied into the blog. oh nevermind lol.)

p.s. where did the laws for everything come from? the creator that evolved, decayed, turned into energy. DUN…. DUN…. DUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another time… another location…

In todays day and age the rapid acceleration of technology is starting to have an affect on me. the single element that woke me up was the news of intel’s new “3D” Pentium chip up in this. Giving birth to a new transistor called the trigate. W.T.F. is exactly right if that’s what you’re thinking. you know what else i realized? well, probably not since we don’t know each other and you are virtually receiving this information at another time and location. another time since it’s already the past, simultaneously as typing this article on a portable computer that is a thousand times or more, faster than those huge building sized computers back in the day. what does this all mean? thank you Ray Kurzweil, for helping me reach the new awareness of how everything is exponentially reaching a point of singularity.


first and foremost of mosts, i feel as if an apology is needed for any readers, or not, for having such a delayed long awaited new post. a lot, and by a lot i mean you have to take my word for it and trust me when i say a lot, so yea a lot has happened since last time. no this won’t be a boring post, (ha how would i know it’s boring?) about what has happened since then, but I’m sure if you sit and think about all you have done since my last posted it piles up. slowly but surely. about that, you know we actually really take little things for granted. I’m not talking about things we don’t notice in this sense, I’m talking, err typing, about literally little things. like ants for instance. they are the cleaner uppers in our magnificently complex universe that we all live and enjoy. . . hopefully for the most part. but just even to sit, wait side tracking again I’m currently listing to Shapeshifter – summer haze, and i have to give my thanks. it’s very nice calm music. (for people who’ve read my other entry i posted another song that i was listing to which fit really well. having the cilia hairs dancing in my ear is a very pleasant experience. whoa amon tobin – at the end of the day just popped up, which i wanna make a video for soon, k back to the post!!) so ya the little things. shootstickals. i lost what i was wanting to express about it. ugh gimmie a moment here, ah ok i got it. ants work to eat. if our world didn’t have ants, well ok i see where this is going. we can choose anything in our world and when you make it disappear, there are going to be catastrophic consequences of epic proportions! DUN DUN DUN!!!! I’ve always wanted to do that. i never have done it through text though. I’m referring to the part of “catastrophic consequences of epic proportions!” i mean. so i take, my computer just notified me about an error. yes this is what i wanted to spill my guts out about; computers.

the speed at which, OH yeaa i remembered my little things thing i wanted to talk about! ok back to little things for a sec or a million. (a million is closer to the truth if your an avid reader of this blog ;D ) <– lol looks like a winking clown with the ;D).. the D is the nose not, and the ‘)’ is the mouth) ah ok stayyyy on the freakn point for once! gah! ok so little things we take for granted. for example you can stack 10 pieces of paper on top of each other. not that tall right, relatively speaking of course. holy shinangins, that’s amazing that we have to say relatively speaking because nothing is actually what it is. our eyes is the only “truth”, well i should say all the senses,  because some of us were dealt a different hand, if you know what i mean. if not, well I’m assuming you know what cards are, grr are dice older or a deck of cards? anyways the point is random. man oh man. does random even truly exist? i mean if our world is mumble jumble, and our brain is just organizing the mumble jumble in the best way it could, the most universally accepted way?, logically?, emotionally?. so many questions, and too little time to search for all the answers. unless of course, here’s another one coming, drumrolll…. DUN DUN DUN! we mesh with computers to speed up information gathering and sharing. wait maybe i shoulda done the DUN DUN DUN after i said the exiting moment. whatever i was really excited to say, type it.
yea, i just noticed i STILL haven’t tal.. typed about the little things. bear with me here. not with an actual bear just like stick with me.    -_-  <– perfect explanation of the expression i want to use. HA! don’t stick with me or hang on either, hmm what would be the proper term for hold on? i mean the “universally excepted” ‘oh i get what he’s sa… typing because we also use that term when we want someone to hold on.’ whateverrrrr moving right along. THE LITTLE THINGS. ill get to it one time or another. which is now. so the stack of papers, right, to us its not that thick and to ants its like a hill. if we where to add to it little by little it’ll grow. so in our daily life, even the littlest <— not possible huh? ok tiniest whatever you do, eating, actions, add up over time. in time it’ll be really powerful. the reason i am trying to discuss such a simple concept is because it is said that the human mind cannot understand exponetialness. sure we know what it is and we use it in mathematics and graphs, and whatever else, but to truly understand it is like seeing one million and seeing one billion in your brain. actually seeing it, no guesstimates like yea sure i can envision a million people in my head or a billion. it’s too large since in our daily lives we don’t deal with it. shhh u want a mind bender, the number of nope not even stars, thats a mind exploder imploder and a half, just think of the number of sand particles. only on one beach, only in one bucket, only in one hand full. its a ridiks number to think of. ok now think of the number of stars. puplllshhh. thats the sound of a vein exploding in my head, dunno about you. so did i get my message across eventually? i don’t know. probably not since i haven’t had a response, yet. thats another thing.
anything you think is impossible, you just have to add a yet at the end. why am i a believer in anything being possible? for one lets just say the Internet is limited to your imagination. you think of it and its made. weather that’s good or bad is not the question. this world, this world that we share, you and i, its quite uh, i dont have a word for it. it’s not possible to some it up in one word. well that leaves me to explain my pessimistic new user name huh. KruptWorld. what that supposed to be all about ay? welllllllll, for one it sounds dark you can agree right? having an alias online is another unwritten rule i have blindly turned my back on. with all the corporations being information hungry now i see why i shouldnt of been excited to make my self searchable. i might change my alias for which i have one already, but when i feel the world has more good then evil. well, i shouldnt say that, there is more good than evil or then everyone would be living unpeacefully. yea everyone suffers in there own way but come on. the very fact that you are reading this entry right now is proof that you’re just chilln as much as am. unless you’re in some dark cave shackled to the wall and for some crazyyyyyy probability they have this entry up for you to read, I’m sure you’re doing fine.
now I’m just ranting which means that our journey here for now is done. so you later alligators!