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who is i/you/anyone?

feelings of disconnection from modern society can be, well very very disconnecting. this feeling is best described as waking either in the middle of the night or in the morning and having a sense of being a caveman. that word, caveman, may of just sent you into a world of . . . listening to Que N’ai-je by Keren Ann (click her name listen to a sample on pandora) . . .primitive feeling, but it’s much more than that. it is more as if i am free to roam around naked and let loose from the societal jail that we are in. slowly to keep “sanity” i am reminded (you know i feel like posting every song im listing to so instead just go to pandora and listen to the bjork station, i promise it fits well with this reading lol) so i am reminded that it is ok that i am in a structured house with perfect 90 degree walls. it is ok to have highly technical gadgets which electricity flows through them just as they do through me. it is ok that im not conversing why the FUCK i have a conscious just as the next fellow does and that life is not just some really cool gift for us to explore. it is perfectly ok to not have time and explore beyond our wants for products to “better” our life.
yes yes of course, stay on track. this post was supposed to be about our individual place in the billions of people and what that really actually means. got stuck in a little rant for a sec there. so i am one person out of the ever growing number of 7 billion. hmm i wonder if you plus me make 2, and we both think of the same exact thing, which i don’t know if its possible to achieve. lets say i think of a bright yellow lemon, is that thought the same exact bright yellow lemon in your head? the point of that idea being important is if we collect, more and more people, tell them think about the same exact thing, will that have an effect on, well the universe? ok not on a galactic scale, but there has to be a change being done to something somewhere, no? i mean if we have brain power being detected by technologies we have created then sure more brain power gathered together can have effects visible to the naked eye. or why limit that effect to only one of our senses, it could effect even all five! well yea the opposite argument would be it could effect none. but then again that’s beat by not having enough brain power in the first place so that’s why we gathered more people to cooperate in this crazy experiment. so i guess the trick here is to know whether the thought of people can be synchronized or not. who knows, maybe even just having a thought that’s similar works since we do after all have universal emotions, do we not? hmmm this is getting very complex for me, as im now thinking about laughter. yes we all know how it feels to laugh, and if you dont, im sorry your definitely missing out on a wonderful feeling, although that feeling is said to be a product of nervousness, it sure fuckn feels good lol. <- pun intended. i just felt like saying that cuz it feels cool. anyways, if you have some medical thing where you cannot laugh and it is not your control i certainly do not mean any disrespect, but try to do what you can to laugh. where was iiii, ok laughter is a universal feeling, but not everyone finds the same thing as funny and of course yes im not stupid i remember things my professor said in school… people have different an infinite combination of genes and experiences, so that explains that. im guessing the only way to make everyone laugh at the same thing is say something that everyone can relate to. wow that would be the ultimate comedian. now the question is whether by everyone i mean the current generation that can understand language or by every human evar, now and in the future. the past we cannot prove for obvious reasons, but if you don’t know yet, i am a man… or boy, that believes ANYTHING is possible. can humans fly then Mr.Anythings-Possible? we have airplanes don’t we? yea stfu.
my post originates from that very last battle with myself episode. i battle myself as if i was another person. that voice in my head is a friend, and im talking about the voice that’s reading the text in your head right now, not an extra voice that is a person. your conscious i guess it would be called. ego is more like it. lol told you im teeter tottering sanity. i shouldn’t be making these claims since i probably have absolutely no idea what it mean to be clinically insane.
not sure if i answered the question in the title, but i must get sleep in order for me to play my part in the world tomorrow. till next time reader, till next time!

oh well :P

so i just woke up from a very deep sleep and having the dream of being in a party not knowing it’s my own. It started with me and some friends asking girls to dance and walking around the party, until i said, hey guys if they don’t want to dance they don’t want to dance so i’m just ganna dance. then the girls said no we want to be with you, but not your friends. then i just started dancing. then these other two girl, a little bit on the heavy side, were dancing and i ended up dancing with my face between their hips. (yeah i know, i have no idea why lol.) after that i walked away and saw my last name in bubble letters written huge on a wall as i was going up some excalaters with comments such as cool! and nice! written all over it. as i got to the top of the excalater, on my left there was a clothing store and the manager was “crip walking” to the music down stairs, but there was very mellow chill music playing. then i went back down the excalatars and saw an extention of the dance floor. it seemed that i was in a hotel and the out side had a pool in the middle. i strapped my cousins dog princess to my chest and we went swimming. after that i walked around a bit and ran into a 4th cousin.(i have no idea what rank cousin he is but he far i think.) anyways he says how many people did you invite? at that point i was like me, i didn’t set up the party man. he says ok whatever just make sure they don’t pass those doors over there. he was wearing the waiters stuff lol. then i saw my extended family sitting at a table, telling me to make the cousins table the biggest. i tell my cousin consider it done. now i remember that i had the dog strapped to my chest so i took off my shirt and worried if the dog was dead. i layed her down and deflated the chest wrapping lots of air was being released lol it took a lil while. then my cousin who owns the dog, picked her up and she looked really skinny. i was like oh shit shes dead from my negligence in my thoughts. then my cousin kept repeating its ok mama. and then she open her eyes and wagged her tail. wahoo.

my interpretation.

at this point i wake up seeing that i left my itunes on. that explains the party setup and music lol.

then the girl scene i think was something to do with what would happen if i had ridiculous amounts of confidence.

the dog scene had to stem from my cousin telling me that if i had a dog, it would die in two days since i didn’t notice his dog left the room when i was too playing ps3 that night. 😀 hehehehee

the rest i have no clue what i saw the things i saw.

now that’s out of the way i wanted to actually blog about the status i put up on facebook after i woke up. “Jonathan is oh well. In the end we are just floating in space, and some people still choose ignorance.

http://www.nasa.gov/centers/goddard/images/content/96664main_galaxy_string_4.jpg

take a look at that in detail. it’s pretty more than awesome. it’s spectacular.

so now what about the whole ignorance is bliss thing? ya that works in some situations, but i rather be more knowledgeable so i can think about the situation and be ready next time it pops up. it’s all about experience right?

i wish a new sport gets invented. i was bowling the other and im thinking hmmm we haven’t invented any new sh!t lately. speaking of inventions i’m still waiting for the worlds largest Hadron Collider  to prove mini black holes exist. before you call me crazy think about it. your going to say “oh noes!! a black hole what are you crazy!?!?!? you want to risk all of humanity so scientist can do some cool experiment??”

NO. that’s like saying right when you hear the word hindu person, you think of someone working in 7-11 and has the famous hindu accent that’s so fun to do. dont lie i know you made front of that accent at least once in your life. i mean probably you went as far as bobbling your head as you did it, hey everyone does it.that last part was very stereotypical by the way. back to the LHC. so as our world progresses alot of just live their daily life not giving a damn about anything until their life is threatened, then the rules all of a sudden change. i think you should only care about your life if you’ve actually done something important in the world and cared just a little bit. now what if your on the way to doing something important. why am i blogging about this? i just want to create awareness for people who throw trash on the ground. you know what next time i see it im going to say fuck you for throwing that on the ground. yes it’s a little un-kosher way to do it, but hey now it’s imprinted the the morons head to not throw the cigarette bud on the floor. thats the number one thing that really pisses my off other than people being ignorant on the whole world is going to end thing. HOW STUPID!

let’s talk about how my action will imprint it. since there was a strong emotion attached to that interaction, which most probably be anger since i said fuck you lol.

man that just reminded me on the idea that what if we made human brains our hard-drives for computers. now that’s loaded with some morality issues. is it a person, since everything else in the body is just a part to keep the brain working. imagine having to feed your computer so that your data stays alive. haha. i guess thats not efficient at all since it’ll be so expensive and when you stop feeding it it’ll die and there goes all your data. probably putting in a CO2 fridge would preserve it, but again cost and we can’t freeze our self without exploding the cells. so i guess its a cool idea but not a practical one. booo.

buuuuut, what im down to see is for the gaming world to have suits everyone puts on in a dark room with a helmet that covers your head. then everyone in the dark room is actually experiencing a virtual world like lets say a map in the game Halo and you can run around playing. that’d be so cool!man i can’t wait for the future. i just hope more and more educated people fill this world up instead of dumbasses. :/ we just gatta wait and see i guess.

ya you read that right. if you litter i think youre a dumbass. plain and simple. oh and also a selfish asshole. k.