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the way things just are

i would like to start off with being able to tap into a feeling that is new. for you it may or may not work since reading an explanation from me, firstly is probably going make very little sense, and secondly i don’t know if explaining a feeling that is new can be achieved.

start with thinking of your own hands. you can feel that they are present in your mind. as in you look at the wall but you know where your hands are. now think of your feet. you can feel them in you mind as well, even when not looking directly at them. what i’m trying to achieve is a full sense of every centimeter of the body at the same time. i guess this out lines astral projection, or lucid dreaming. just lay on your bed and think of every part of the body, but try to keep the feeling there as you move on to another part. maybe moving slowly from the tip of your toes to your toenails and just keep going progressing to the tip of your head. i haven’t achieved this yet, but im going to start from tonight before i go to sleep.

whats the purpose of being able to do this? well, for one i think it’ll arise a new feeling. usually the feeling i sense, or actually just conscious about is my hands, and it something unexpected touches me. such as tickling feeling of an ant crawling on my arm looking for a new adventure from his boring old every day walking back and forth bringing food for the community. or maybe not, that ant’s purpose is to actually venture out in hopes of finding new food then retracing his steps to leave a scent for the other ants to follow. yes yes, the new feeling we are trying to achieve here.

well i would say that’s it for the new feeling, but it did provoke another experiment that i failed to uphold. controlling time, which is absolutely possible since it’s only relative to you. of course hold your donkeys the explanation is coming. now i can be sure we’ve all had the feeling of when your having fun, time goes by real fast, and when you stare time dead in the face, 30 seconds can be the longest 30 seconds you have ever endured. (probably applies if your getting tortured. 30 seconds of torture will probably feel like forever.) well what am i getting at? and here we go. yea yea i know that line has been overused ever since the batman movie came out with awesome joker actor, but it doesn’t get old.
so it starts with actually being conscious of time all of the time and not using estimates anymore when someone asks you what time it is. you know the exactly what time it is, since your aware that the actions you perform take a certain amount of time. speeding up time and slowing it down will become very easy since you know exactly how long everything you need to do takes. but how will you know all that? you don’t, but your timing your actions as you perform them.
(hmm found this short excerpt i typed on “October 27, 2009 at 3:23:35 am.” but probably feel asleep and forgot to publish it lol. hope you enjoyed it >.<)

short blurp before sleep :D

There is so much time, but yet so little. I love paradoxical quotes. Free will. People who say we don’t have free will are partially correct. I haven’t yet learned how to change my environment. I have come to a point where I really need a girl to talk and rant to about un-woken humans. I’m not fully yet awake my self because my days are not 100% influenced or changed by me alone. I forget about thinking to think 100% of the time. This journal is going to be my coolest time machine ever. Where am I going to be and in what state of mind? If my life or life it self is predetermined, layed out already, then I should know already. It is impossible for free will not to exist. WE are no where near finding out a design of nature. Wait I just contradicted myself. If there is a code then free will does not exist.

us having free will shows that a code could not be existant. then how where laws of physics formed?

Untitled Ladies & Gentlemen

I like this journal. I get to write down all my thoughts, elaborate, and practice writing it self. It is now 10:16 am, and I am sitting on a bench in the palisades waiting for a bus. The sun’s hot and sizzling rays are beaming down at me from the semi-clear Caribbean blue sky. Words that we use to describe is just a signal for our brain to our larynx which vibrates air molecules to make a certain sound that another human understands. I’m going to talk about my nothing argument. I believe that nothing does not exist. My best example to explain that theory is this scenario:

A couple gets into an argument and tells the other “you will have nothing if you leave me!” and the other replies, “Yes I will.” The first person repliesĀ  with “oh really, What?” and the last reply is, “Exactly, nothing.” So evidently it is obvious that even though no physical object is seen, the person leaving still leaves with something, which is the nothing. wait now I’ve confused myself on what I’m trying to argue. I actually meant to say nothing DOES exist, but it makes no sense when call upon it. when we say IT is nothing, what is the nothing if IT is actually nothing?

BUT wait just a darn minute. Something and nothing are opposites of each other? ok this isn’t going anywhere. this nothing, something argument did spark an interesting thought about if something comes from nothing, or does nothing come from something.

the first one, something coming from nothing is not possible. something won’t come into existence when there is nothing there. so it HAS to be nothing comes from something not being there. then that means the universe has always been……

i don’t know the answer… so help me find out šŸ˜€