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who is i/you/anyone?

feelings of disconnection from modern society can be, well very very disconnecting. this feeling is best described as waking either in the middle of the night or in the morning and having a sense of being a caveman. that word, caveman, may of just sent you into a world of . . . listening to Que N’ai-je by Keren Ann (click her name listen to a sample on pandora) . . .primitive feeling, but it’s much more than that. it is more as if i am free to roam around naked and let loose from the societal jail that we are in. slowly to keep “sanity” i am reminded (you know i feel like posting every song im listing to so instead just go to pandora and listen to the bjork station, i promise it fits well with this reading lol) so i am reminded that it is ok that i am in a structured house with perfect 90 degree walls. it is ok to have highly technical gadgets which electricity flows through them just as they do through me. it is ok that im not conversing why the FUCK i have a conscious just as the next fellow does and that life is not just some really cool gift for us to explore. it is perfectly ok to not have time and explore beyond our wants for products to “better” our life.
yes yes of course, stay on track. this post was supposed to be about our individual place in the billions of people and what that really actually means. got stuck in a little rant for a sec there. so i am one person out of the ever growing number of 7 billion. hmm i wonder if you plus me make 2, and we both think of the same exact thing, which i don’t know if its possible to achieve. lets say i think of a bright yellow lemon, is that thought the same exact bright yellow lemon in your head? the point of that idea being important is if we collect, more and more people, tell them think about the same exact thing, will that have an effect on, well the universe? ok not on a galactic scale, but there has to be a change being done to something somewhere, no? i mean if we have brain power being detected by technologies we have created then sure more brain power gathered together can have effects visible to the naked eye. or why limit that effect to only one of our senses, it could effect even all five! well yea the opposite argument would be it could effect none. but then again that’s beat by not having enough brain power in the first place so that’s why we gathered more people to cooperate in this crazy experiment. so i guess the trick here is to know whether the thought of people can be synchronized or not. who knows, maybe even just having a thought that’s similar works since we do after all have universal emotions, do we not? hmmm this is getting very complex for me, as im now thinking about laughter. yes we all know how it feels to laugh, and if you dont, im sorry your definitely missing out on a wonderful feeling, although that feeling is said to be a product of nervousness, it sure fuckn feels good lol. <- pun intended. i just felt like saying that cuz it feels cool. anyways, if you have some medical thing where you cannot laugh and it is not your control i certainly do not mean any disrespect, but try to do what you can to laugh. where was iiii, ok laughter is a universal feeling, but not everyone finds the same thing as funny and of course yes im not stupid i remember things my professor said in school… people have different an infinite combination of genes and experiences, so that explains that. im guessing the only way to make everyone laugh at the same thing is say something that everyone can relate to. wow that would be the ultimate comedian. now the question is whether by everyone i mean the current generation that can understand language or by every human evar, now and in the future. the past we cannot prove for obvious reasons, but if you don’t know yet, i am a man… or boy, that believes ANYTHING is possible. can humans fly then Mr.Anythings-Possible? we have airplanes don’t we? yea stfu.
my post originates from that very last battle with myself episode. i battle myself as if i was another person. that voice in my head is a friend, and im talking about the voice that’s reading the text in your head right now, not an extra voice that is a person. your conscious i guess it would be called. ego is more like it. lol told you im teeter tottering sanity. i shouldn’t be making these claims since i probably have absolutely no idea what it mean to be clinically insane.
not sure if i answered the question in the title, but i must get sleep in order for me to play my part in the world tomorrow. till next time reader, till next time!

Running naked through the Forest

I had quite a small epiphany today. I first believed that in the vast universe, and out of those kajabillion “stars” we see in our telescopes or pictures given to us by NASA, there has to be life other than us. I mean it has to be ridiculous to think that out of allllllll that’s out there, only our planet is sustaining life. Now my epiphany today was to run through the forest naked. Jk lol. No really it’s that I currently now believe that yes it makes perfect sense that we are the only thing alive in the whole universe. Aw shit.. Now i just thought of something that really complicated everything. Before I explain the complication and forget my original epiphany (lol which I STILL haven’t stated fully). Why it makes sense that we are the only ones alive in this big nothingness of gas, dust, God knows what else, is because if thought in terms of possibilities, we are that one possibility that is part of the infinite (I think) amount of possible possibilities to exist. Lol that’s alot of possibleness. Allow me to elaborate.
So, I’m sure you’ve heard about how if our earth was one degree tilted in any other way we’d die, or if the atmospheric pressure was any more higher or lower we’d explode or implode, or if (yaya i know you get the point, but I’ll set one more example just to make sure) or if our planet orbited the sun (yes we go around the sun the sun doesn’t go around us you stupid flat earth society. Did you know that the flat earth society still exists. I feel soooooo bad for the kids who are born into that and aren’t able to experience knowledge. I know me feeling bad doesn’t help anyone, but hey what the hell. But as Einstien said, “imagination is more important than knowledge.” fuck yea I love this guy. Anyways where was I, oh yea the examples about how every little detail that our planet has is perfect to sustain life. Well, look around us. I bet that every scenario that can be thought of exists in the universe, and that not one scenario is exactly the same. A perfect example is people. For which by the way, I have lost all hope for humanity after I saw people eating gold on some food channel. Yea you read that correctly. They sprinkled 24k gold on the food and ate it. Ouch I just sneezed so hard. Damn it’s so amazing, did you know we sneeze at 100 mph!! No wonder the tip of my nose hurts.. Mucus just got thrown at the walls of my nose at 100 mph!!! Holy shitstickels. (aw man that was debunked…. http://dsc.discovery.com/fansites/mythbusters/db/human-body/sneeze-travel-100-mph.html but still we sneeze at 35mph. still amazing to me!) Arggg back to my main point the people example. No body is exactly the same, even twins have like a .0001 difference. Don’t quote me on that I made it up lol, but i’m sure you understand what I’m getting at here. The universe may have the same type of stars, or galaxys, or gas clouds, but none of them are identical, therefore making our arrangement of everything was the one that did the trick for shit to mesh together and become more and more complex, inevitably forming us. I love that word, inevitably, and I fell in love with it instantly after I heard it for the first time in my life, when I watched Matrix. So epic. If you don’t know at least the essence behind the Matrix, may whatever you believe in be with you. Even if that whatever is nothing. 🙂 i hope you know why I smiled, if not it’s probably either you forgot about reading my nothing ramble, or you didn’t read it. Since at the moment I am typing this entry with my IPhone, I don’t really feel like searching and putting the blog entry that I rambled on nothing about, and by nothing I mean the subject nothing, not literary nothing, although arguably it is really a rant on nothing.

It’s getting late and I have a test tomorrow for which I have to be fresh in order to preform my best, so I’ll actually admit to the title. That title was another epiphany I had, but it wasn’t the one I wanted to expand on, for it’s just a crazy idea I had and felt like doing before my body vessel expires.

Over and out.

I forgot to explain the complication that came up. It was about the different dimensions, for which I don’t know if anything lives in them. The dimension I’m speaking about are 5th and above since we are in the 4th and see everything below.

Ok now really over and out.

short blurp before sleep :D

There is so much time, but yet so little. I love paradoxical quotes. Free will. People who say we don’t have free will are partially correct. I haven’t yet learned how to change my environment. I have come to a point where I really need a girl to talk and rant to about un-woken humans. I’m not fully yet awake my self because my days are not 100% influenced or changed by me alone. I forget about thinking to think 100% of the time. This journal is going to be my coolest time machine ever. Where am I going to be and in what state of mind? If my life or life it self is predetermined, layed out already, then I should know already. It is impossible for free will not to exist. WE are no where near finding out a design of nature. Wait I just contradicted myself. If there is a code then free will does not exist.

us having free will shows that a code could not be existant. then how where laws of physics formed?

Untitled Ladies & Gentlemen

I like this journal. I get to write down all my thoughts, elaborate, and practice writing it self. It is now 10:16 am, and I am sitting on a bench in the palisades waiting for a bus. The sun’s hot and sizzling rays are beaming down at me from the semi-clear Caribbean blue sky. Words that we use to describe is just a signal for our brain to our larynx which vibrates air molecules to make a certain sound that another human understands. I’m going to talk about my nothing argument. I believe that nothing does not exist. My best example to explain that theory is this scenario:

A couple gets into an argument and tells the other “you will have nothing if you leave me!” and the other replies, “Yes I will.” The first person replies  with “oh really, What?” and the last reply is, “Exactly, nothing.” So evidently it is obvious that even though no physical object is seen, the person leaving still leaves with something, which is the nothing. wait now I’ve confused myself on what I’m trying to argue. I actually meant to say nothing DOES exist, but it makes no sense when call upon it. when we say IT is nothing, what is the nothing if IT is actually nothing?

BUT wait just a darn minute. Something and nothing are opposites of each other? ok this isn’t going anywhere. this nothing, something argument did spark an interesting thought about if something comes from nothing, or does nothing come from something.

the first one, something coming from nothing is not possible. something won’t come into existence when there is nothing there. so it HAS to be nothing comes from something not being there. then that means the universe has always been……

i don’t know the answer… so help me find out 😀